What am I doing wrong?

Hi everyone and welcome back to my blog. Let me bring you up to speed on what has been happening in the last few weeks. That girl I was seeing named Sarah, she never ended up working out. She sent me some weird messages and then said something random about an ex and that I was too much like him and she still wasn't over him and blah blah blah I think it is all lies that is the thing about women that I can not stand the most is that they are almost never honest about stuff when they don't want to see you anymore. They just make up some shit that makes no sense just to piss you off even more when the reality is that they are probably sucking on some other dude's dick the whole time. Anyways so yeah if you can tell I am a bit jaded lately. That isn't to say that I haven't been having any luck because I have. Like I said in my last blog entry, I don't have all my chickens err eggs in one basket stupid analogy but it's true what can I say... so yeah I mean I have been meeting girls and I have gone on a few dates but none of them have really been that good. I wanted them to be but sigh what can I say. Sometimes things just don't go as we plan now do they.

So lemme tell you about this date I went on so you can see where I am coming from with all this shit. I met this girl her name is Cindy and she is 30 years old. She seemed really cool from everything I read on her profile and from the conversations we had on MSN and also on the phone. She seemed cool and normal when I talked to her on the phone. I mean it is really hard to tell where someone is coming from when you just talk to them on MSN because you can't hear the sound of their voice and you can't really tell how fast their internal pace is etc. I do not like hyperactive people because I am such a chilled out guy and that is something you can usually tell once you talk to someone on the phone, or so I thought. So yeah I talked to her on the phone and she seemed totally normal and calm and shit. We talked actually for a few hours one night and I definitely liked what I saw from her pictures in her online profile so I thought I would be good to go once we met. I told her that we should meet for coffee first. I told her to meet me last Saturday at 3pm at this cool coffee place here in the city called Monon Coffee Co.

The place is pretty cool and I didn't mean to but I ended up arriving like 10 minutes early so I just grabbed a coffee and went and sat down and found a newspaper to read. Normally I don't ever read the newspaper because well I have a computer lol and the information is more up to date. The other thing I don't like about newspapers is the fact that all the ink rubs off on your hands and then you need to find a washroom or somewhere to wash your hands and that sucks. So anyways, I was sitting there reading the newspaper and got sidetracked reading an article when all of a sudden someone was standing in front of me. It was her, so I quickly rose and shook her hand. She looked really good and I was really excited and in a good mood. I told her to go grab a coffee and come back. So we sat there and talked about a lot of stuff for a couple of hours. It was nearly 6pm and I thought that we had a great conversation, I mean I was laughing the whole time and it was nice to look at her and she wasn't looking away or being shy and I thought she liked me so I said to her that we should continue this conversation over dinner. That was when she said, I think you are a really nice guy, but I don't think you are my type but thanks for coffee, shook my hand, then got up and left. I just sat there dumbfounded for about 5 minutes. That is the kind of luck I have been having lately sigh.